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Hi. I found this site last night when I searched "feeling suicidal" on yahoo. I don't know what I was expecting, a miracle solution to my problems? If only...
This morning I got up as usual to go to work, only I packed a bag and I didn't go to work. I'm sitting in a hotel and no-one but my closet friend knows where I am.
When I first walked out the door with my bag, and a nice breeze hit my face I felt free. It felt so good.
It didn't last long though and I'm dreading going back. Now I know what runaways mean when they say going back is harder than getting the courage to go in the first place.
But it was either this or something worse, I just couldn't cope anymore, I can't cope anymore. When I go back will things be worse? I don't know. I hope not. I don't know what I'm going to do.

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