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so_very_tired wrote: »

Nemuritai wrote: »

Gosh you're making me hungry lol, my family has dinner quite late so I have to wait a while

How Kate?

*late no idea why it auto corrected to Kate?

I also have a Paddington teddy and if you press his tummy, he speaks, But he sounds like he decided to give up on his marmalade addiction and took up cigarettes instead because his voice sounds so off.

eylah wrote: »

Nathan wrote: »

@eylah it's another mental health support site like the mix.

oh! ill have a look at it I might make a acc so i can keep in touch with you!

@eylah that would be absolutely awesome. I think i'm the only user named after food 😂

This might not be triggering but I'll put it here to be on the safe side. If I'm being honest, I've been feeling kind of depressed lately, although sometimes it feels more like background noise than an all-consuming thing. Other times it'll feel like a huge wave of sadness crashes over me and I can't do anything but cry until it passes. And while I'm safe and have never had any plans at all, sometimes I start thinking it would be better if I weren't here, because then the pain would go away. I won't go into a lot of detail but upsetting things have happened at home before with my brother (we don't get on and he doesn't speak to me at all these days, although I kind of prefer that) and even though they ended years ago, I still feel deeply hurt and angry and upset about them, and if I mention it to my parents they act like nothing happened and tell me I'm making it all up, which hurts as well. It's just a lot to deal with sometimes, and I feel so exhausted at the moment that tiny things seem really difficult. I have been making an effort to be nicer to myself recently though, and I've been working on self-care and taking time to do things to recharge, like warm cups of coffee and stretching. It's kind of hard because the voice in my head tells me I'm being lazy if I'm not constantly being productive, but I'm getting better at managing that.
That was a lot but I wanted to get it off my chest.