Can’t please anyone
It’s my sisters birthday so my gran came over to give her the presents and then she started going on at me about university again. For some reason she hates that I am on my gap year and wanted me to go straight to uni and not go traveling like I am. This has already caused so many argument but today she was saying that she didn’t pay loads for my education (she paid for me to go to a private school) for me to waste my life and do nothing. I tried to explain that I might go to uni next year but it didn’t help and made it worse. After she left, my parents got annoyed at me saying it was meant to be a nice day for my sister and I have ruined it by arguing again. I didn’t want to have the argument so I don’t see why they are mad at me for it. I feel like I’m being pressured into going to uni and don’t really know if it is what I want to do yet.
Everyone expects so much from me and I don’t have that much to give anymore. Everything has gone wrong.